Friday, December 30, 2005
Wondering if i'm doing the right thing.
Should i be laughing.
Do i have the right to recieve love.
Is it time for me to shut myself down?
Love,what does it all mean?
Oh lord,please let me stop loving.
My mind are all blank.
I hate the way my life is now.
Why can't things be easy for me once again?
Its hurting me,god,
I don't seem to have the strenght to go on.
I'm hurting friends around me.
I'm hurting the one who love me dearly.
It's terrible;painful.
This should be enough...
{/2:45 PM}
count on it .
